Forgive Me

Forgive me for I have lost my faith,

Forgive me for not following my dreams instead I played it safe.

Forgive me for I did not put  out my best,

Forgive me for I doubted my ability to become a success.

Forgive me for not loving my family,

Forgive me for not remembering what I was put here to be.

Forgive me for not turning away your assistance,

Forgive me for not keeping my distance.

Forgive me for not being a role model,

Forgive me for not looking to you instead I looked to this bottle.

Forgive me for my infidelity,

Forgive me for not keeping my relationship with you healthy.

Forgive me for my disregard of love,

Forgive me for not trying to rise above.

Forgive me for not creating a way,

Forgive me for ignoring everything you would say.

Forgive me for wearing my heart on my sleeve,

Forgive me for not wanting to believe.

Forgive me for putting my faith in man,

Forgive me for not lending a helping hand.

Forgive me for crying through the pain,

Forgive me for quitting during the rain.

Forgive for I have sinned,

I hope you forgive them all before I am judged in the end.