Life....????

Life…Life is a fucked up game
Life, pain, death its all the same.
We live to die,
I mean we sometimes don’t even get to say good-bye.
God takes as he pleases,
Its all a puzzle but we never have all the pieces.
I’m not suppose to go through this
Are we suppose to get this??
Is this a game?
Damn I cant stop calling Your name.
I cant get a win for shit,
I just want to know did they love me jus a little bit?
I mean seriously because I feel empty,
I’ not writing for sympathy.
I’m just trying to get answers,
You ever feel like you just want some damn answers?
Is that too much to ask,
Until then I will cover my heart in this cask.
Or maybe it will end it all now,
They say it will get better, and I ask really?? How?
They not coming back, they are gone,
I just remember that day I should never answered the phone.
God…take me now for I have nothing else to live for,
Or let me wither away and crawl to that door.
The door that opens up to death,
And let me hit my knees one last time before my last breath.
Dear God before you take me just know I tried,
For I am ready to live with you because the old me just died.