Worst Than You

These days get longer and these nights get colder,
You keep praying but it doesn’t seem your getting any stronger.
Feeling distant from your friends and family,
Its getting harder to be what you want to be.
Your heart bleeds for comfort, yet you are scared to get let down,
So instead you stay alone in silence when your heartbeat is the only sound.
As your mind races to find answers, the pain seems to heavy to bare,
Yet the pastor is telling you to stay strong… but who is he to care.
The pastor cant fell your pain,
He doesn’t know how it feels to live in the rain.
Now at night you go to sleep scared of the next day,
Drowning in music, while ignoring everything someone has to say.
They told you to hold on, it takes time to heal,
But time obviously doesn’t know how you feel.
Your tears are becoming the way you talk,
While your pain is becoming the way you walk.
Your knees are sore from all the prayer to the sky,
So you live aloof so you will never have to say another good bye.
Nightmares are becoming nothing but regular dreams,
Realizing, as the pressures weighs in, nothing is as bad as it seems.
The you hear a whisper.. “If you only knew”,
Somebody is dong worst than you.