A Pair of Wings

Don't you sometimes feel like your day of glory will never come and if it does it’s taking to long?? You begin paceing back and forth, listening to music, posting angry facebook and twitter statuses on your computer expressing that that you have had enough and if there is a Lord and he loves you...well he is going to have to show it. All the pain you begin to feel just ignites other traits about yourself that you don’t like and wish you could change. I know the feeling. Trust me I do. I for one hate the fact that I cut people of when I'm angry. I know it seems like forever that you have been waiting on that moment where you can feel free and victorious. You pray, pray, and pray until your knees get sore, yet still nothing. You even being to question your faith, but don’t worry you will get your pair of wings. With those wings, you must take flight to your dreams.
I hate living like this,

All this damn pain…I’m tired of this shit.
When is my day going to come,
I’m trying to be different from what I come from.
My dreams become black spots in the night,
Yet my pain becomes the darkness’ night light.
Create a world for me where I can be happy,
Because this is taking to long so make it snappy.
They say I must have faith in God,
I tune them out with my new jams on my i-pod.
I want to be glorious and rich,
But my pain is really being a bitch.
I hate the fact I hate,
I despise the fact I cant predict my fate.
Hold me, Tell me I’m okay,
I’m just a young black man trying to find his way.
Why am I crying all these tears,
Why have I not conquered all my fears.
My family talking like they know,
Some of them I don’t know if they are friend or foe.
Whomever lives in that big blue sky,
The one we all call “THE MOST HIGH”.
Heal me and take my pain away,
Or grant me a pair of wings to fly somewhere far far away.
So I can leave behind all the pain,
For with my pair of wings I can forever dodge the rain.