Can Only Take So Much

The guidance I used to have is no longer here,
So I walk blindly carrying a heart full of fear.
The pressure has become to much to bear,
Its making me question “should I even care?”
It becomes strenuous to stay warm when your heart is cold,
And it becomes difficult to keep telling yourself through all the grief not to fold.
The pain is breaking me down piece by piece,
As I live in despair I try and dream of peace.
My knees have become sore and my voice has become horse for screaming to the skies,
Everything I was told seems to be all lies.
Why has it become so hard for me to smile?
This road is becoming to grueling, it feels I cant walk another mile.
I try to seek the courage to stand and fight,
Yet instead I question my heart and I just fade into the night.
My confidence level has stopped, my motivation I seek is no longer there,
I pray way to much for this…LORD this is NOT FAIR.
Show me a sign I’m on the right road, let me know your still with me,
Because the drive to succeed is leaving, this is not where I want to be.
These nights are getting colder , while my dreams are turning into nightmares,
Its killing me to think that no one cares.
The windows of my soul show a man of great pain,
And my heart beats only to the sound of the rain.
The heart of a man even the strongest warrior can only take so much,
Lord heal the pain…I can only take so much.